100 Artist Submission Packets. What Are You Crazy???

Yes that is what I am doing.  Brain fry,  fuzzy brain.  That is what I have now. Is it from thinking about sending all those packets.  NO.  It is from actually doing it.  OK they have not technically all gone out but they are in the process.  By end of next weekend it will all be done.  What a gamble some may say,  I say not.  What an amazing experience to actually go thru.  The intent and focus is no where (mostly) except getting it done.  I have never done anything quite this ambitious so I look at it as things to come.  It will be a warm up prepping for the future.  

It feels like I am Into The InBetween.  The same InBetween I talk about in my artist statement from October of '06.  This is a little different though,  in the way that it is more a physical placement of my reality changing instead of a meta-physical changing reality.  I am in the InBetween place between my past life and my future one that seems to be rushing towards me. I look forward to it and the closer I get the more I know I will be OK with all of the future experiences that will be so different from my past ones.  I pause for a moment thinking about this and taking the beauty of it in with a smile and tears of joy in my eyes.