Sitting here with nothing to say and everything to say

I sit here thinking I need to say something because that is why I started this blog.  It seems as of late that I have not said much on here and I know it is because I am saying it in other ways. 

In the submission process it feels as if so much of your focus goes in to making sure everything is in order and everything is done in such a proper way that there is no room for error.  I realize this takes so much more of my energy.  Is it because it is different then the creative process which I am so used to,  partially.  Is it because I am going thru a process of expressing myself in a medium different then I ever imagined,  I think so.  So in a way I am giving birth to a new creative process in me and deliveries can be exhausting.  In the birth of something new it is always important to be ever present,  to be completely committed to the moment in order to understand what it is you are birthing.  What will this new entity be like.  How do I give it the love and support it needs and how do I in the same moment stay to myself and my truths.

I guess there is only one way to find out.  To experience that which I have not.